Hi there 🙃
Yeah, putting it into words is my problem too (plus the knot in my head). I took some pictures. Pictures 1 and 2 are my project, and pictures 3 and 4 are the pattern for it. There isn’t any further explanation in the pattern itself.
I think my attempt to crochet row 81 failed right at the turn, even though it worked out until the end of the row. And then, for row 82, my wits deserted me… and the mental knots set in. 🙈

Even with the other pattern I mentioned, I think I’m just too clueless. I quickly crocheted a swatch, but I just can’t seem to get past the last square in the row… how am I supposed to finish this now? (In the row before, as shown in the picture on the left, I crocheted slip stitches, finished the row normally, then turned and worked back normally. And now I’m stuck on this finishing step before I turn again.... Is it really possible to be this clueless?????